Unlovable

Are my lips unkissable
Are my eyes unlookable
Is my skin untouchable
Am I unlovable

Cynical, jaded, faithless
disappointed, disillusioned views
If I could take back all my sweat
My tears
My sex
My joy
I would

My time
My love
My effort, passion, dedication
In a case of mistaken identity
I gave these things to you

I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated
It's the truth
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression
Just a few
Stages of acceptance that it’s really over
It's just so complicated
I'm stupid for believing in you

You made me feel
Like my father never loved me
You make me feel
Like the act of love is empty

Am I
So unlovable
And my
Skin Untouchable

Do I
Remind you of the part of you that you don't like

I had you back
I held you up
I told you were good enough

It was not reciprocated
You kept affection and yourself apart
You fed your love to me
like crumbs to pigeons in the park
Sometimes I think it satisfied
To see me beggin' like a dog

I wasn’t armoured
You were king
I gave my everything
Because sometimes you showed me just a hint
of you and then
For just a moment
I romaticised the notion
I could take away the torment
I could love you like they never did

You made me feel
like my father never loved me
You make me feel
Like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable
And my skin untouchable

Do I
Remind you of the part of you that you don't like

You make me feel
Like my mother she abandoned me
You made feel
Like the act of love is empty

Am I
So unlovable
My heart unbreakable

Do I
Remind you of the part of you that you despise

Are my lips unkissable
Are my eyes unlookable
And my sex undoable
Am I unlovable
Are my words unlistenable
Are my hands untouchable
Am I undesirable
Am I unlovable

You make me feel
Like my father never loved me
You make me feel
Like the act of love is empty

Am I
So unlovable
And my skin untouchable
Do I
Remind you of the part of you you don't like

Am I unlovable ...

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